i am at an internship working for a school in the south bronx. it sounds interesting but really isn’t that crazy. the kids are sweet and the faculty is amazing and although i’m still settling in it is good for the most part.
finally got wifi hurray
ended week 1 of SEAD internship successfully(ish). 8 weeks left.
i should really be working on stuff right now.
tumblr has gotten boring.
i need to find a new obsession to keep myself amused.
i dont think i can become a comp sci major. i can still switch over to math?!?!!
i love my bf!!!!!!!!!!!1 omg! i miss him so much </not being facetious>
so i was feel semi-kicked out of my dorm so i am crashing at this co-ed frat that i joined but am not really a part of…. and mother@*#! i cannot fall asleep!!!!!!
it doesn’t help that the house is creepy af and creaks loudly everytime someone takes a step. and that my bed is made of couches, snuggie, and a sleeping bag on the floor of the pool room. oh did i mention that since it is a frat, it’s on frat row? i can hear everything!! hahahahahaha.
actually, it’s really comfy for what it is but.. i feel on edge because it is a new sleeping environment that i know is super temporary so im having a lot of trouble falling asleep despite not having gotten much sleep last night. i hate being hypersensitive.
imma be in the bronx in about a week. eeeeeeeeeep. looking forward to it but also extremely nervous. right now i just want a proper bed.
people!!!! grow a thicker skin!!!! are you a minority of any sort??!?! did name-calling hurt your feelings? guess what bitching about it isn’t going to help anyone unless you DO something about it other than moving your lips. how do you expect things to change if you aren’t being active?
no one cares unless you are of some value to him/her. bitching at white people is going to do nothing, because guess what. white people couldn’t give a damn about minority struggles! and why should they? they aren’t affected by it!
become powerful, become something of value, and then bitch. you’re going to have to work twice as hard as anyone else, but then maybe something will happen.
I finished my final painting and I finished it well c: I was scared that I wouldn’t, with the long-ass problem set due on the same day, but I did it. I am actually proud of myself on this one, which is a first in a long time.